i use to tell my brother to be careful with the hearts of girls.
sum things are fragile n unrepairable n the heart of a women is one of those
i use to explain that men don't understand the power they have over a womans heart,mind, n body
one mans actions can punish a season of men after n im afraid ive become a victim
wat may be small to them may alter us for life.
heres to the hopes my brother never makes a girl feel like i do......
im sick of hurting so bad
i guess thats y i get so mad
cus wat i wanted made me cry
then pushed me to wana die
killed my insides and caused me to scream
pain i still feel wen i dream
cus i still hurt so bad
i guess thats y i get so mad
i cant control my own pain
that type of shit can make u go insane
so mister i wana tell u that u hurt me
so bad
even thou u use to make my insides go mad
u have destroyed who i was with ur actions n words
ur games werent meant for me but instead them birds
silly me to buy in and now cry like child
and allow u to see my sanity go wild
cus i never knu that u'd make me hurt so bad
and literally drive me mad
made decisions that were to much for this southern bell
now i must pray over time to escape from hell
cus of my choices i now hurt so bad
so this is for everyone who has ever gone mad
i dont promise sanity will come again
u will watch him with others n jealousy may win
and it"ll still hurt so bad that ur words begin to vomit
and ur self control will refuse to sit
but wen u hurt this bad i dont suggest u take that shit
instead i say let urself lose control
instead just let it hurt so bad
and surcome to temporarily feelin glad
and blame ur actions on the fact that his made u mad
cus i dont promise happiness is tomorrow or the next day
so i"ll tell u wat they tell me "babygirl just pray"
ur tears may make u wana die
but its ok stop holdin it in... just cry
its only cus u hurt this bad
that he makes ur sun kissed skin go so mad
and ur tears burn wholes in the cheeks of who use to be innocent no more
i cry tears of brown eyes that are sore
a soul that i wrecked and a body that is weak
a horse voice that hesitates to speak
cus i hurt so bad
my vocal chords have screamed so much from goin mad
there is no voice of pulse of a body that sits in silence
fist that wait for violence
cus wen i fell i never knu u'd walk away
my body assumed u'd stay
and wen u kissed me i never knu that id one day wish to spit them back at u
instead of screaming ur name i should have screamed wats true
and the funny thing is i neva loved u kid
but i loved the things that u did
and that is now i hurt so bad
that ive turned my heart mad
silly u convincing my brain to kill pieces of me
the error of ur ways u"ll soon see
didn't u kno it was u not ur status that i use to miss
hold on lemme breath cus... i cant believe my body hurts like this
u can keep money, excuses, and mistakes
cus i realize u were one among many fakes
and now i hurt so bad
that i have officially gone mad
sum things are fragile n unrepairable n the heart of a women is one of those
i use to explain that men don't understand the power they have over a womans heart,mind, n body
one mans actions can punish a season of men after n im afraid ive become a victim
wat may be small to them may alter us for life.
heres to the hopes my brother never makes a girl feel like i do......
im sick of hurting so bad
i guess thats y i get so mad
cus wat i wanted made me cry
then pushed me to wana die
killed my insides and caused me to scream
pain i still feel wen i dream
cus i still hurt so bad
i guess thats y i get so mad
i cant control my own pain
that type of shit can make u go insane
so mister i wana tell u that u hurt me
so bad
even thou u use to make my insides go mad
u have destroyed who i was with ur actions n words
ur games werent meant for me but instead them birds
silly me to buy in and now cry like child
and allow u to see my sanity go wild
cus i never knu that u'd make me hurt so bad
and literally drive me mad
made decisions that were to much for this southern bell
now i must pray over time to escape from hell
cus of my choices i now hurt so bad
so this is for everyone who has ever gone mad
i dont promise sanity will come again
u will watch him with others n jealousy may win
and it"ll still hurt so bad that ur words begin to vomit
and ur self control will refuse to sit
but wen u hurt this bad i dont suggest u take that shit
instead i say let urself lose control
instead just let it hurt so bad
and surcome to temporarily feelin glad
and blame ur actions on the fact that his made u mad
cus i dont promise happiness is tomorrow or the next day
so i"ll tell u wat they tell me "babygirl just pray"
ur tears may make u wana die
but its ok stop holdin it in... just cry
its only cus u hurt this bad
that he makes ur sun kissed skin go so mad
and ur tears burn wholes in the cheeks of who use to be innocent no more
i cry tears of brown eyes that are sore
a soul that i wrecked and a body that is weak
a horse voice that hesitates to speak
cus i hurt so bad
my vocal chords have screamed so much from goin mad
there is no voice of pulse of a body that sits in silence
fist that wait for violence
cus wen i fell i never knu u'd walk away
my body assumed u'd stay
and wen u kissed me i never knu that id one day wish to spit them back at u
instead of screaming ur name i should have screamed wats true
and the funny thing is i neva loved u kid
but i loved the things that u did
and that is now i hurt so bad
that ive turned my heart mad
silly u convincing my brain to kill pieces of me
the error of ur ways u"ll soon see
didn't u kno it was u not ur status that i use to miss
hold on lemme breath cus... i cant believe my body hurts like this
u can keep money, excuses, and mistakes
cus i realize u were one among many fakes
and now i hurt so bad
that i have officially gone mad
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