iM n PhILLY
...for an hour! catching the flight back to my apartment was suppose to feel better than this...but it doesnt. Its cold here which depresses me cus i kno it will be even colder in oHiO. i get a lot of questions about oHio like: are there black people there? or does it snow everyday? my response to those questions are: if those things were true i wouldnt be there. lol seein as i have two more semesters before i throw the cap and walk away for good im hoping to chalk up past experiences and make this the last and best year of my college experience. college is funny thou u fight to get here and then u fight to get the hell out. im boarding the plane soon and i cant help but to dread that im going back to ego filled frat parties, alcohol fueled events, materialstic and selfish boys not men, disrespectful,judgemental, and unhonest girls, drama and rumored drowned campuses, nap consumed afternoons, noodle dinners, waffle house breakfast, and homework craming nights and suddenly i feel like wats the point? i began to think that maybe college was more harmful than helpful. i guess at this point its only natural that i found myself wanting to reread a text that my mom sent me: "The lessons along ur path are gods invitation for you to grow. Although we may be unaware of it God is always urging us forward giving us the experiences we need to surrender our mistaken ideas of life. Luv Mommy."
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damn friend u told me to support u...but damn look like i on here more than u....Support YOU nigga!!!jus kidin luv u n thnx for inspirin me to b a copy cat!!! cuz dis shyt is very therapeutic
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