...shut and be pretty....

Ive been inspired. theres a website <http://www.ringsurf.com/ring/idabwells/> full of links to blogs of minority women who speak REAL shit. after reading the blog by "angry black women" i realized im on a role with my writing lately and became inspired. Im not sure why ive been eating, drinking, and sleeping my words lately but hell since im on a roll why stop now. I woke up today and looked in the mirror fresh out the shower i realized ...DAMN THIS CHICK I STARE AT EVERYDAY DOESNT LOOK HALF BAD. She is gorgeous inside and out, pretty but humble, outspoken but polite, dimples for days, silly in her ways, she smiles even thou there's so much she could be upset about, her good days out way her bad, sure her arms, legs, and features are long but thats what makes her the beautiful giraffe in a zoo full of normal ass mammals.

after taking myself all in i realized that i may pick part my flaws but the world see's me as picture perfect. But is it fair to want me to just be the pretty single black female? I become frustrated at the number of men who i meet that love for me to be pretty but hate for me to be smart. I have been forced to tell myself to face it: tHe WorLd WanTs YoU to Be pREttY and DumB.

I guess i am tired of being everything that sumone else ( including the world and men) want me to be. Can i wear wat i want, how i want, move as i feel, and speak how i want without being constantly altered?I have met sum men who say they are attracted to intelligence but yet never have an intelligent conversation with me. Or they may say they love a pretty girl with brains but then become salty when my GPA is higher than there's. Or they may rave about how they will date random dumb girls but WIFEY will she will have to be the total package. Funny to me that thought process seems ass backwards. Why date sumone who you kno is unintelligent just because you know you will disguard of them in a few weeks? Thats like wearing the flyest pair of dunks and returning them a month later. They are worn yes but still good but now u have taken the value out of those shoes and u expect sumone else to wear them after you. I duno about you but i buy for the long run. Anyway i wrote this for the world, for men. , shit for women stop wanting me to be pretty and stupid.

Shut Up and Be Pretty

I must be like that Barbie bitch.

Expected to smile, blink, sneeze, and itch.

No major moves or loud movements because

thats just not cute.

Wear those tight pencil skirts, heels, and a nice boot.

Wats that you say u'd rather rock nike's, flats, than these?

Be a lady ...pretty bitch please.

Enuf young lady be quiet like every situation is a formal affair.

Smile and wave when u walk in and they all stare.

Walk close to me when your around my boys and

wen they attempt to squeeze that ass don't make a noise.

Lay on your pretty brown back wit beauty marks and all

Bite your lip as i watch your body fall.

Be sexy at night and pretty in the daylight.

Keep that head done, face made up, and that body must be right.

We hate to see "smart" pretty girls that can't keep it tight.

Southern bell don't come in here raisen hell

Be thick like bisquick but dont u dare get to big

Cook, clean, and over achieve

And wen im not unsure its up to YOU to believe.

Add to my list of pretty girls who i have chosen to ignore now

When im unhappy reverse my emotions its up to you to figure out how.

This world was made up on visions of minorites on thier knees

therefore you never forget to say ur yes sir's, no ma'am's, thank you's, and please

Check you out so well spoken and siddity.

Those black girls are so opinionated wat a pitty

why cant they shut up and just be pretty.

Your so lite skin, almost thin, and so damn tall

But that brain of yours is your downfall.

Don't write shit that makes them think

Who gives a fuck about wat you can produce out of ink.

Just kiss me here, lay there, stand on the X ,

do as i say, wen i say, how i say it and still look better than

the rest.

Remember pretty girl if you stand next to me u must be the best .

Pretty girl i expect more from you

so shut up

and act like u have a clue.